It has been kind of difficult to motivate myself to blog lately. When I am not dealing with the depression (and obsessive-compulsive disorder and autism) I usually get kind of stressed with everything I haven't done yet and I forget about blogging and personal correspondence and stuff. I think the worst thing about clinical depression is a kind of numbness and apathy and a feeling that the apathy is reciprocated.
But enough about me, I'm pretty sure my loyal readers (both of them) are more interested in Betty and Sparklepuss:
I finally finished a draft script for the new short film,
garden. The script came after much creative visualization and procrastination (and Andi telling me that I needed to have a script
now). It's based on a bunch of conceptual drawings:

Betty experiences Newton's third law of motion

Betty chases a brush-turkey with a rake

lemons are funnier than oranges

Betty snaps
I don't think I could have come up with the script first. I kind of think in little visual vignettes that I have to draw down, and then I like to have other people to help me make sense of them and it kind of grows in an organic sort of process. I'm pretty sure it's not the traditional way of doing things, where the script is done first and then the storyboard and visual elements. I think I have to draw the idea first, and then maybe I can gather the self-control to work out a story and decent composition for the picture.
With my first film,
samwich, I just had an idea and I went and animated it straight ahead, without any planning (except for a six-panel cartoon "storyboard"). I didn't even do any backgrounds or layouts or anything, and I added the sound, music and voices after the animation was finished. Yet somehow it worked and the responses to it have been overwhelmingly positive and I got away with it. But
samwich was only a minute or so while
garden is shaping up to be about 5 minutes, and I need to learn a more disciplined process where I plan things beforehand. I think it requires a bit more thought and self-control before I rush into the drawing part.
Right now I have to do a storyboard and animatic, so I can start to see how I'm going to put it all together. I made some animation tests, but they lacked the spontaneity and looseness of
samwich, so I'll have to try again. Spontaneity is a really hard thing to plan.